:):

近期的自己只能用一个字来形容 : 懒
我懒惰的程度已经是极限了 无人能敌。然而 考试也渐渐的快要画上句点了，我还是希望接下来的几颗都可以顺顺利利 拜托别再像 Moral 那样毁了我的 A's ._.
前几月的日子都算是过得平平有淡淡，我努力的这段期间，每个人都看在眼里 虽然不清晰 但也算是刻苦，他带给我的伤害让我懂得了成长。就因为如此我才变得不再轻易信任，也不再容易接受别人对我的好，对不起那些一直对我好却不断被拒绝的人，对不起一直疏远那些尝试想要靠近我的人。
直到现在我好像等到了一些一直想要的，可是真的好彷徨，我觉得我快不认识我自己了，我过的好累，我每天都在等待。有时候我会想，这样和以前有什么分别呢？这不就是以前那痛苦的日子吗？可是为什么我还是别无选择。原本以为自己已经改变了，可是那封信息，那一通电话，又在让我回到苦不堪言的日子。当初答应要放下，眼看已经离成功不远了，可是我还是自己放弃了。
这不是他的错，他一开始就没有错，我累得哭天盖地也不是他的错，这是我的选择，我没用。
如果哪天他再次离开，或许我还一样会哭，可是哭后我绝对不会再像第一次那样想寻死了。谢谢你的出现，让我学习了那么多，上了那么多堂的课。我以后不再埋怨你对我不够好，感觉我被耍，都不会了，因为我已经学会了为自己的决定服气责任。

Hey guys! :)

Hey guys, long time didn't blogger cause lazy&don't know what to write. This post is going to tell about how my recently life, hmmm so start from my scout camp which was passed over 1month ago. Be taught so much of things through this camp, i realized that it's not easy to build a camp, we must have teamwork but i think we didn't know these before our camp, we quarreled with these stupids little matters for so many times, we don't even believe each others sometimes, however we finally done to made that even it's really not easy at all or i called it as HARD.

Le scout members. Thanks for you guys attended for those 3days, we're very appreciate it! :D some more I had my super meaningful holidays with them, thanks for you guys light up my life :D tehee

I will be more busy after this camp cause my other camp is coming very soon and i be the important position in the camp, this camp totally make me disappointed, so much of problems appear even this camp doesn't start yet, super worry about it. Can you feel me? exhaust. :( Speechless part ever! haih

btw, stop it and continue another, tomorrow is hari sukan for my school, and i'm also take part some competition :(  so nervous, nobody can understand how my feeling now, whatever, i will try to enjoy it cause this is the last year for every activity, I'M FORM FIVE NOW! hmm, seriously i hate form 5's life super much, full of folios are around me, never stop to alert me everydays fxxk this shit.

So that my trial exam is around the corner, my lazy attitude still doesn't change it, HEY SILUAN, THE SAME MISTAKES ARE NOT ACCEPTABLE. CHANGEEEEEEEE PLSSSSSSS. Goodbye everyone! I'll be update after my trail exam.

Hello form5.

Hello form5, wth I can't imagine how suffer in this year, our first test left 2days! 

No wonder, everyday studies til midnight, no complaint cause SPM is coming very soon. *FML

Busy capture before study, so this was the face when i'm waiting people. 

 Okay lah, Idk since when i like to study even nobody force me, hmm example like my sister. -.-

it's too much of subject&topic have to study, include form4 one. Form4 was my *honeymoon*, everyday drama fever, facebook, twitter. Internet is the killer to make me die T.T! I think i can study well if without these HAHAHA XD! 

 Seventeen, super duper bad luck of age for me,

 I lost lot of friends, they leave and they force me to grow up, even that was really feel pain at all, but I did, I tried to be more mature than before always tell myself stop to being fool to believe them again. There is no more time to over think ady, fight for SPM, fight for everything! Wish me dream come true. xoxo 

痛。

 

我很在乎但是从来都没开口, 我很介意但是我清楚我没资格, 虽然你语气再告诉我你并没有那个意思, 但是这不就是婉转的告诉我爱情在你心中才是重要的吗?

 老实说, 我真的不容易打开心门接受人 曾经的背叛至今仍无法释怀, 现在又再次的伤害我何尝不难过? 我只是选择不开口诉说而已。既然对你们来说 爱情是重要的, 那么我也只好看开, 毕竟我没有改变事实的能力, 事情发生了始终是发生了。

只是我真的需要时间 ...

我把太多心思放在友谊上了, 我曾经认为朋友被家人还重要, 可能我真的错了

为了这几段友谊 我哭了几次我也数不清, 我想你们永远都不知道那种开会哭 上课哭 走在路上也哭的感受吧?

对于友情, 我深深的感到疲倦了, 谢谢又出现一个让我体会到心痛和友情脆弱的所谓的好朋友。

好吧, 尽情的哭吧 把以前快乐不快乐的回忆都哭光, 让一切从此归零, 谢谢这一切的出现使我曾经美好。



Officially 16, Lol

Belated post for my birthday and thanks all my friends. 

都不知道为什么大家要隐瞒我庆祝地点到我生日当天要出门的前一刻才知道在哪里，好过分yohh == 最后决定去 @火辣辣 庆祝 

Outfit of the day. :)

Bighead the first, tell me why you don't like to take picture with anyone even I'm the birthday's girl! Hello, you can't fight with me when my birthday kay, you should hear me! tehee, whatever, i'm really thanks you to planed my birthday's party, i knew sometimes you planed until pekchek cause of some issues and some people! So what, they didn't want to coordinate with you just let them la, nobody cares included me =.= Lol. I love you most and very appreciate of our friendship! Once again, thanks you! :D

The second one, karming! the one who always cheers me up, bully me, cares of me! Thanks your birthdays present, super gamdong TT, and i wonder why we didn't take photo together on that day, lol regret lot zz! And please don't keep be the last people who wished me every year sienz la like that hahaha! Whatever, love you deep deep and good luck for your stpm :)

*ignore my messy hair gosh*

Ahwen, besties, but you're the most heartless one! Always forgot my birthday T.T don't know since when we both good as sister, but sometimes when you hang-out bohjio really super duper behcham! Also the one who always cheer me up and believing me, thanks you! We seems like long times didn't pillow-talks ady, miss it much! Whatever, our friendship never ever end right?!! muacks muacks :P

Pf limmmmmmmm, muahaha! sista, the one who always gave me opinion of shirt shoes and others! We love to talking about our clothing style, emo and cried together when singing and my very first hobby is raped her, hahahaha!!! Thanks you, and why I haven't receive my birthday's present?!!!!!!

Emo girl, thanks you for contact people on that day, and please don't always emo without reason kay!! =.= I'll always remember the song which named 我爱的人!! be strong la don't always cried when heard this song Lol. I will sing that song and upload to soundcloud one day muahahaha!!

Woots, doraemon is love!!!!! Thanks lotttttt I love it :D 

Thanks you dage, the very first time you bought me a birthday's cake, APPRECIATE. lol hahahaha 

And last, thanks you guys who help me to celebrated my birthday! 

=.= specially thanks you the people who fetch me to went there and back home, my super best friends, friendship forever. :D 

难忘的生日回忆，是你们给我的 谢谢，那些惊喜等以后你们生日我会一个个还给你们的放心muahaha! Happy birthdays, i'm officially 16 now! still very young Lol.

Australia, perth.

人生第二次出国，第一次搭飞机。第一次到那么远的国家 :)

第一次搭飞机，也应该是第一次到机场去 蛮三八的 

我真的超讨厌搭飞机谁也睡不好 ==，尤其是等待的时候 我感觉自己快要死亡了 或许是前一晚没睡好 可怜惨 ==" 

Busselton Jetty 

非常漂亮的一个地方 它是一条很长的桥 尽头有一间屋子（我也忘了屋子里面有什么了==） 

由于太懒惰真的很长，我们决定买票坐类似火车的交通工具到它的尽头 xddd

旁边都是海，真的好漂亮 它的海清澈到会发亮 >< 

很漂亮 xoxo

 xd 这火车很可爱 哈哈哈

其实我很矛盾于那边的天气 == 太阳很猛 可是天气真的很冷 Lol

Perth Zoo

蛮伤心的那天，原本是看鲸鱼的 一睡醒就下大雨 == 耍我们吗

Kangaroo, 为什么我觉得它死气沉沉的 :x Lol

我不敢碰它其实 真的不敢 我深怕他会爬起来踢我 LOL >< ...

funny post, I think lion most suit my sis one. Muahahah fierce like a lion xoxo.

我无时无刻 都觉得它会断掉 == 还被逼笑着拍照

Rockingham

搭地铁去 真的很方便

 看海豚，企鹅的地方 虽然票不便宜 不过真的是值得的

花花世界 xddd

坐游艇到海中央，它们多数出现在哪里 ^^

 
浪很大 真的很冷 == 看吧 我妈又板着脸了 哈哈

到了过后就是看 penguin 的时候了 过后有很长的桥上到顶端看他风景

真的很漂亮 太值得了 xoxo

Fremantle 

它算是菜市场？我也不是很清楚 那里很多东西买 也很多东西吃 

而且那里的街头歌手超多，全部都有自己的 facebook page == 太强大了！

这是菜市场吗 没有鱼腥味 没有臭味 虽然挤了点 xdd 

这家的 doughnuts 太棒了！超级喜欢 我吃了蓝莓和巧克力口味的 真的狠赞 101分 xOxO

过后走不远的路 就到了那边得过很多奖很出名的 fish & chip. 

是不错吃 很多人，由于它像快餐那样点了就拿的所以很方便不用等 只是位置方面就有点问题 ==，到现在还是很纳闷为什么他们吃东西都不配辣椒酱 ><!!!!! 超级想念辣椒酱的

旁边就是类似码头的地方 走过去就是一条巷子 就在哪里继续拍照 :D

好难得，我妈竟然没有板着脸 xd 顺便谢谢帮我提包包 

其实我喜欢这张 xdddd!!!

我真的冷到没办法了 冷到我头很疼 == 真的 ...

走过这条没有火车的火车路xd过后，就会到一个很辽阔的操场，很休闲的地方

就是这里 我真的冷到快晕了 可是我明白为什么他们还可以穿背心躺在那边 ><!!

国外的小孩太强悍了，他们都不怕高 我看了更加替他们担心 ==

类似博物馆的地方 我也不懂是干嘛的 拍照就对了 哈哈哈

这个瞬间不解释，永远记着 *太搞笑了!!!!*

Victoria Garden.

从我住的地方走不远的路就能到了 太不错了这里 ^^

 澳洲 是个很多花很多海的国家 == 看到我眼睛快变绿色了

让我觉得最舒服的就是这里了，不是很多人 可是很漂亮 你可以躺在草上 可是坐在树下 舒服爆了 :D

 Perth city. 

不算什么购物天堂，很多东西买 可是价钱都太折磨我了 ==

London court, 短短的一条巷子 象征伦敦 Lol

代表 Perth 的 tower, 来到这里一定要和它拍照 == 

晚上来时那个 tower 会变色的 很漂亮 yohhh

                                             

故意跑到很快 为了要和这个我所谓的 colorful 的 building 合影 x)

                                               

真的是在误打误撞的情况下 才拍到这张照片 

我们说话说过头 下错站 然后来到个超恐怖的地方 == 幸好最后又搭回了

超级棒的 这个东西 == 对于喜欢甜食的我来说好像上天堂 

很便宜很好吃 :)

Coco black, my favourite xoxo

来到这里真正的目的是为了看他带上四方帽的那一刻!!! 恭喜你毕业了

老土点，我爱你 老姐 xD HAHAHAH

一个星期的旅程已经过了一个月 == 真的很快

其实刚到的时候我真的很不习惯 天气太冷 而且不能上网 *致命伤

我每天都在倒数着要回家，回来以后真的狠舍不得 以后有机会我绝对会再到那个地方 ^^

就这样, Goodbye perth!!! ;D