September 03, 2011

可是,我不快乐。

可是 , 我不快乐。

我 , 真的很不快乐 
虽然自己知道怎么了 但却没有办法解决
想想 我真的逊毙了 :(

我 , 真的很烦 
拼了命要自己不要想太多 但我不行
没有倾诉的对象 我真的好累 好累

烦恼的事 缠绕我多久的
我不知道 但是我每一天 都是不好过的

有时候倒在床上 突然觉得 
每一天都过得很快 但是都不好过 
厌倦了这种生活 

我到底要到什么时候才能振作起来 
不断的告诉自己 要坚强、加油
但问心的说 我并没有办到

我很无助 我该找谁?
我很烦恼 我该找谁?
我很伤心 我又该找谁?

我朋友很多、但知心的真的没几个 :(


是我想太多、朋友总这样说。

August 22, 2011

It's outing time !! ;))

I'm back to here again , missing my blog , 
I would everyday update *if I can ,, haha

every times when talking the topic of blog , my friends will said I'm bored to update for myself =.= 
hello , why must I let you see my blog ? :p , moreover I just want to write down what I had do it ;)) 

yesterday I'm went to Queensbay with wen's and tee's , thanks for wen's boyfriends to fetch our go ,after leave at there , we continue going to beach to collect shell 
* Scout need it , but we're go to play actually , whatever we also have collect lot okay !! ;))


When we saw this , we're confused about , this's *shell or lala ?! haha
how stupid we're , haha ,,


Sweet couple , envy to you wenzi's , haha


I'm here , I'm really miss fang when I would like to capture picture , 
how poor pautee's are ? goshh , haha
She help me capture lot of picture , but seriously , no one I like , lol 
last , I consider to capture by myself , haha


Opps , I saw potato Lim's suddenly , haha ,
we keep laughing when saw this , muahaha 



three of us keep laughing , like a lunatic , goshh =.=


Captured by pautee's , not so like actually =.=
but this's the one most good already , no reason to dislike it , haha


I love beach , I love sea , 
I think yesterday I should shout at the sea ,
regret that I didn't :((

*I think I'm getting sick , keep 'ah qiu ah qiu' haha .

I should making two decide properly 
* first , forget it ,and bless you . I think I can , I don't want keep crying when saw you chat with her , :'(
* second , should I away from her ? I'm annoying about this question ,, those who could help me :(( 

Sometimes I will feel insecure and helpless , why ???
I doesn't know :((

FORGET !!!!!!!! :))

August 15, 2011

Random post :)

Hello , I'm back to update for myself again ! 
Okay , turn Chinese , haha !!








六年级的时候,很丑一下,不过算起来最喜欢这张了 =.=
*Share for fun  lol.


刚才心血来潮,整理了Desktop,我承认我很懒,才知道我的 Window是那么的乱,lol 
一大堆不需要的废东西!有一些*废物还是流了下来 T.T
整理了整个,好像连心情也整理了 :DD 不错


I am taking Trial exam , tomorrow is the last days , 
I know I'm really heartless to study and I really didn't take it seriously . 
Getting crazy ; getting die , goshhhh 
*Hello , I also would care about my result okay ! , not easily , it's TRIAL please !!


Promise I will take it seriously on my PMR .. 
Pointless to do something missing missing , bla bla bla :/







Hello you guys please don't look down me ! 
Although I'm not good as all , but I'm still learning okay ,  :///


*look the picture , I'm become more mature , actually I'm not wanted to ask I'm turn to mature , I just wanna to say , you will become more mature after you realized in this world no one can believe except yourself . 


I do not know why recently , I keep eating , unstop eat eat eat ! 
How many kilo had I slim down I think is already covered back the fat !!! 
I want diet ! Help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

July 10, 2011

我,到底怎么了

今天 我反复问自己 
还想要过着这种生活吗?我到底在等待什么?
我输了 我真的不知道

下定决心 原来是那么的难
我反复告诉自己 忘了吧 算了吧
心里快难过得无法呼吸 

大家都说我变了 对、我真的变了
我讨厌自己那样 像个疯子
其实我只是想要安定

我的心 起起伏伏的 我感到好累
但我什么都做不到 

我忘了 我自己是怎么忘记的 如今从犯了
我错了 我该怎么办 

有时 脑袋会突然一片空白 不知道要做什么
厌倦了这样的自己 好想捅死自己
我不要 不要那样的自己! 


Don't touch me,I don't like you.

如此的贴切 我好想可以如此的讨厌你 
那么我就不必那么累了。

July 07, 2011

努力改变 ♥

等待 它可以是幸福的 也可以是痛苦的

有些人喜欢等待 因为他在等待着有结果的等待
有些人害怕等待 因为他害怕等待着没有结果的等待

这里 是我倾诉的地方
我可以大声的说 我好痛苦 我好难过
为什么永远等待的人 都是我

我不明白 怎么做
我到底怎么了 最近都无心上课 没有办法认真的做每一件事
我讨厌爱的感觉 很累

我曾经答应自己 不会那样的 可是我办不到
我好累 好累
有时候 会悄悄的落泪 但并不知道为什么

慢慢的 PMR要到了 我还在过着 逍遥的日子
我要改变 可是当我想念你的时候 信心特别的会崩落
我毫无准备 只是过着 走一步看一步的日子

从现在开始 我要努力 努力忘了你!!
我相信我办得到 。
这是最后一次那么说 我爱你 ♥ 



Stand By Me ♥