属于自己的自己 ♥

渐渐的 我发现原来错的人是我
是我一直再 伪装 我很虚伪
原来我所做的 会令人厌烦 我尽然 还怪罪于人

我怎么那样了呢 我不晓得 我不懂得
我一直以为 自己改变了
我一直以为 我已经抛开了以前的自私了
但原来没有 别人还是认为我自私 我看不见的自私

去还一直觉得自己很完美 自己改变了好多 原来是我自己想象的
为什么我一直和别人不合 应该是我的问题吧
我很难相信别人 包括大家公认是我的好朋友的那个人

因为曾经 被我认为是我好朋友的那个人 他说 他讨厌我
他讨厌我的性格 讨厌我的脾气 我尽力改
但是 还是无所改变

我很令人讨厌、对不起
我很霸道、对不起

让做我朋友的你们 辛苦了 谢谢你们♥
谢谢你们 容忍我
谢谢你们 包容我
谢谢你们 体谅我

我会努力去改变、改变 霸道 坏脾气 的自己。

其实我时常责怪别人对我不好
时常觉得朋友都不关心我

回想了下 你不对别人好 别人怎么对你好
我知道了。♥

深深的爱上了这首歌曲 ♥

The In-laws 麻婆斗妇 ♥

Recently,I was busy to taking a test.

Wohoo!! I'll get a bad result I thought. 

Because all of the question I can't solve it ;( especially SEJARAH,quiet hate ♥ 

Ohh,too bad!! That's why I don't like to take a test!!

I didn't hard-working actually :P I'm just busy to watch drama ♥

Then just pray for me get the best result PLEASE!!

Waoo!! ♥ I Love Rui En !!

because I'm just watched The In-laws!! 

Oh My Gosh,it's a nice Singapore drama,I like it very much wohoo.

Let me introduction to you all babe ♥

Drama Synopsis ♥

Lin Baozhu's husband died young and under the strict control of her mother-in-law,

Xiangqin, she painstakingly shouldered the responsibility of caring for the entire household. Focusing on home-delivery, Baozhu managed to successfully establish her business with the help of her sister-in-law, in the F&B industry. As her sons grew up, Baozhu swore that she would be a liberal mother who would never interfere in her children's lives unlike what her mother-in-law did. However, perhaps because her mother-in-law had previously subjugated her, Baozhu has unconsciously meddled in her children's affairs. Inevitably, she intruded into Jianye's and his wife's lives. Jianye's wife, Qiuhua, was unhappy with her controlling mother-in-law and both were often at loggerheads with one another. With the addition of a new daughter-in-law in the household, Jiazhen, the Xiao household is turned into a battle of the in-laws.

Pierre Png and Rui En ♥

Ohh Yeah !! It's them also. 
They was also play a pair of lover in the drama The Tale of Cities.
They's very match actuallt !! :) But Pierre Png has married already wohoo !!
Too bad !! Too bad !!


Okay,I'm still waiting The In-laws episode 29,not yet end !! arhh every days keep stayed at PPS.Wohoo really a best drama.
Hello,you should take a look also babe ♥


Share some video here.
The In-laws theme song !! Quiet nice ♥ 

我 不 要 。

散乱的心情 回想起童年

这张桌子 这张椅子 我好像遇见过你

嗯 那是我的童年

还记得 以前的我比现在还要霸道 比现在还要小气

我是多么的不想认输 我怕输的滋味

真的很难熬 这我知道

就因为那样我不喜欢抗下没有错的罪

其实我不是没有难过 不是没有伤口

只是我把自己的伤口包得紧紧的 只为了不想让别人看见

我可以开心的大笑 即使心在隐隐作痛

我忍受 并不代表懦弱

我的忍受 是为了自己长远的路

其实我尝试 要跟你很好 

但是怎么你没有那么的心态 

我不喜欢 别人说我 即使是那么的小事

我不喜欢别人挖掘我的隐私 即使你跟我再好

我不喜欢别人欺骗我 即使你不是我最好的朋友

我再也不要相信  朋友

再也不要接受 朋友的道歉 你道歉 只不过是为了和好 但你有真心要改？

我后悔我原谅你的时候 没有那么的问清楚

我后悔我答应的时候 没有那么的想要了解

无论如何 我原谅了你 你就是我朋友

请你不要再说伤人的话 刺伤我的心 哪怕只有一句

如果你讨厌我 请你 不要演戏 不要伪装

我不想拥有虚情假意的朋友 一个也不要。

Without Emo ♥

Hello friends,I feel that I has long time didn't Update my real life.
So,I'll update now.Without Emo.Without Love.
I was geeting crazy,I can't understand myself anymore.
What should I do now?maybe just waiting to end my life.
Should I change my Life Style? Opps Sorry,I don't know.
I just want to know do you care about my feeling?
Okay,never mind I'll forget it.Let it over.

Today's all form 3 student never study after rest time.
OMG,I'm damn happy and crazy when I knew this.
I just become a lunatic when I'm at dewan terbuka.hiak hiak
kawad kawad kawad.But I don't have attends the competition anymore.damn sad !
I'm also help man and peiwen to ties up their hair.It's funny what.
I has taught them how to ties the type of hair,because it's beautiful what? ;) hiak hiak

I has changed my facebook as private just now!
But if you're my Best Friends,you sure can see my profile again now :)
because I just let my friends to see my profile!
later somebody will see my profile because he/she scare I have write he/she again!
damn you he/she.♥
And you,please save your sorry,never say sorry infront me,then complain me infront your boys.
nothing explain again,because you're really broke my heart when we was a form 1 students.
I'll never believe you again 'friends'
save you tear please,don't acted infront me!I hate it.
I hate you more than I can say.

Be Myself .

我永远都看不透 自己真正想要的
我永远都猜不透 自己正真需要的

我永远都无法相信 自己所看到的 即使那是事实
我永远都不要相信从别人口中说出的真心 因为那是谎言
目前在我生命里 只有友谊 没有爱情

从什么时候开始 我不能够认真的对待一份友谊
从什么时侯开始 我不能够真心的对待一个朋友

我也不懂 因为我知道 当你爬到越高 就会跌得越痛
我尝试过 所以我害怕那种痛 所以到现在 我还恨你
我恨你毁了我原有的自己
我恨你毁了我原有的信任

这些都过去了 我会尽力去忘了

原谅别人 其实是绕过自己

别用小心眼 折磨自己

对别人好 就是对自己好

我的心 只有我自己可以决定

我牢记！我就会办到！